A confirmation of ones own strength from within, it is the weakness of many men, also it can be the cause of your sin,
In an instance it can steal your joy and delight, turn your sunny day into a dark night, produce negativity to cause a fight,
It looks so sweet but bitter to the taste, just know the trap has been placed, your not alone in this, all have been faced,
They key to survival is recognizing its path, denying its wrath, standing strong as the others may laugh,
Just an evil put to even the score, make you want more, lose what you may adore, But yet it is rotten from to the core,
Temptation.......
VERSE: No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it. -- 1 Corinthians 10:13

Friendship

Friendship,acquaintances people passing by,friendship closeness you can't deny,words of wisdom only they can supply, a real friend one who can't tell you a lie, need that friend to just get by,
Someone special who can be there when you can't find the light, someone to cry with late at night, when you and yours have had a fight, someone to make things better when they don't seem right, a real friendship so tight,
Honesty,perserverance, faith in you, some things only a friend can do, give you advice when you don't have a clue, show you goals you never knew you could pursue, someone true, everyone needs ones of these in their crew,
Simple hello to make your day, let you know everything doesn't always go your way, never let's you go astray, makes everything seem okay, not afraid to pray,
Speaks from experience and gives you advice, is honest with you at any price,never crosses that line even when bodies entice,
A friendship a bond not for everyone to share, one that will always be there, one who you know will always care, an untouchable pair.

Lessons On Love

I must say we have all taken this ride,
left speechless and tongue tied,
but each time we tried,
at times thought we had died,
many nights stood alone and cried,
Lessons On Love,
Love gained love lost,
Long nights we have tossed,
broken at times in a bitter frost,
At times love did have a cost,
Lessons On Love
Thoughts randomly placed through each trial,
But love comes with no denial,
At times we could reconcile,
Sometimes left with a smile,
Lessons On Love
Some shallow some deep,
but all lessons we keep,
And oh how we did weep,
Some hurt that won't let you sleep,
Lessons On Love
Maybe sexual maybe sensual,
But all we thought had potential,
Placed on pedistals with credential,
Lessons On Love
Now all these things have been taken,
Sometimes very mistaken,
Each time we learn and awaken,
Even though we are shaken,
Lessons On Love
But even though sometimes we love to hate,
We are not allowed to debate,
Our minds we masturbate,
But in the end this all is placed on fate.
Lessons On Love

Sexy is a woman

Sexy is a woman that can be a mans backbone, not have prejudice to skin tone, be his company when he is alone, but yet still hold her own,
Sexy is a woman that can deny an affair, have courage not share, because the next day he would not be there,be a woman that is aware,
Sexy is a woman that can trust her mate, who beleives in their fate, doesn't always have to debate, recognizes her soulmate,
Sexy is a woman that can pursue her career, be helpful and sincere, put aside her fear, also make her intentions clear,
Sexy is woman that can use her mind not her treasure, give a man pleasure, but still be on his side at any measure,
Sexy is a woman that can admit her fault, put all others to a hault, take the sweet with the salt, one who can't be sold or bought,
Sexy is a woman who can smile after a fight, bring darkness to light, continue to be polite, make each day seem bright,
Sexy is a woman who can cook a good meal, live life with zeal, have sex appeal, but never dish out a raw deal,
Sexy is a woman that can stand up on her feet, without being beat, in this world full of deceit, having time to make her man feel complete,
Sexy is a woman that can compromise, not live by lies, has nothing to disquise, take on problems no matter what size,
Sexy is a woman that can pray at night, admit when she is not right, doesnt allow every man to take a bite, keeps herself looking tight,
Sexy is a woman who doesn't have to be the center of attraction, recognizes distraction, gives her man satisfaction,
Sexy is a woman who can lend a helping hand, can sympothize and understand, take a firm stand, experience life firsthand,
Sexy is a woman who can take time to hear, be aware, have time to share, understands a good man is rare.

You have shown me

You have shown me
A desire for diferent ways,
a testimonial of past mind plays,
throughout our days,
taking me out of this maze.
You have shown me
A provacative but yet intricate feeling,
somewhat of a sexual healing,
a real man whom I am dealing,
Love so revealing,
You have shown me,
A splendid yet magical romance,
a sensual erotic love dance,
My heart put into a trance,
Unconditional love under any circumstance,
You have shown me,
A real man in touch with the way you feel,
you are the real deal,
as we engage in destinys final seal,
as our future begins to unreel,
You have shown me
Places I thought I would never go,
Every man is not a hoe,
Loving me is not for show,
It is not just about your ego,
You have shown me
The way love should really be,
me taking you and you taking me,
despite any of our iniquity,
not just for a moment but for eternity,
You have shown me,
Its not just about money, sex, and riches,
You said damn all those other b****s,
Stopped using all the lines, tricking,and pitches,
Looking over small glitches,
You have shown me
Happiness I can only feel with you,
Making all my dreams come true,
Doing what you do,
Coming into my life right on cue,
Babe this is why I Love You,
You have shown me.

Hoes Hoes Hoes

Hoes Hoes Hoes
Hoes come in various shapes colors and sizes
They move fast and get in when a problem arises
Hoes are dirty but that does not matter much
Because hoes have no heart no spine and are moved by touch
Hoes may cost hoes may be free
Its best to wear a glove they can be tricky
Hoes are used each and every day
Thank God for hoes keeping those weeds away.

Diamond Men

They say diamonds are a lady's bestfriend,
So now let me tell you about diamond men.
Diamonds in the beginning are just a lump of coal,
Diamond men are always striving to achieve their goal.
Diamonds are strong enough to cut through a thick peice of glass,
Diamond men strong but never fight a lady because of their style and class.
Diamonds they glisten, glow,shimmer and shine,
Diamond men never anticipate who is next in line,
Diamonds come in various color, forms, shapes, and sizes,
Diamond men have no secrets and wear no diguises.
Diamonds dress up a lady and make her stand up in a crowd,
Diamond men are real men that make you feel proud.
Diamonds look so sexy against a lady's skin,
Diamond men don't make you feel used when they enter in,
Diamonds captovate your eye and make you want to buy them,
Diamond men captivate your mind and make you wanna stand by him.
Diamonds can get dirty but with jewelry cleaner they are back brand new,
Diamond men are never scandalous or dirtyand always stay true.
Diamonds are lumious and so very pure,
Diamond men provide happiness and make you feel secure.
Diamonds are one of the most admired and wanted stone,
Diamond men have integrity and stand out on their own.
Diamonds are precious stones that were made from the man above,
Diamond men are God fearing and know how to love.
Diamonds are worth more money than gold,
Diamond men don't have hearts that are cold.
By:Carla
"Whether it is morning noon night hot cold or whatever season, ladies watch for those diamond men because theyare here for the pleason. And fellas you know if your a diamond man or not if you are be proud, and if not there is still time to get it right!"

Don't Fault Me

Don't fault me for questioning how it could really be,
Wondering inside if you are the one to make me happy,
I know deep inside our meeting had a meaning from above,
As you console me and and constantly show me so much love,
Don't fault me for thinking about you everyday and night,
A bond that will be forever, but first a friendship so tight,
I seek your approval but you don't even know,
Without you I do not know where I would go.
Don't fault me for wondering how you truely feel,
Will this someday be, and is this really real.
Small things you do continue to entice my desire,
Sweet things you say add fuel to this curious fire,
Don't fault me for loving your personality first,
If I only looked at the exterior things would be worse,
Pictures they tend to fade in and out of my brain,
As you place in me so much joy that used to be pain,
I try not to say all of the words that are really there,
Kinda silly but rejection I guess plays on my fear,
Don't fault me for thinking of scenes of me and you,
As they continually play, wondering could they be true.
Fate is an obstacle when you don't know where to start,
But a friend first can always steal a woman's heart.
Don't fault me for laughing at cute things you say,
Wondering what you are up to when your away,
Dont fault me for questioning could this really be,
But yet never closing my mind for endless possibility.

Intentions

Stop and think for just a minute, were your intentions really good or did your selfish ways blind you from the truth?
You must remember that now you are dealing with a real woman, not just a silly little youth.
As time is passing are your intentions to keep me from becoming a part of anothers heart?
Do you remember exactly what your intentions for you and me were from the very start?
When I smile are your intentions to make my happiness last a lifetime or just for a moment?
Or are your intentions to give me love, or just to love and leave me in torment?
Intentions can become mistrued by actions that could have been avoided in the first place.
Intentions come with many reactions, that we all at one time or another must face.
There are so many intentions some may be good and some may be bad.
I would like to beleive that the intentions that you have for me are not to make me sad.
So with that thought that I place within your heart I hope that you are really my protection.
That you may value love think with your mind, and not only with the head of your erection.
Please I ask you to ensure me that your intentions are pure, and not just a day by day possibility.
So that I in turn can fulfil your needs for love, and not to leave you to be alone to the best of my ability.

The Beginning

It all began so diferent from the rest,
I knew my inner soul was being put to the test,
But the company was nice and the mood was set,
A memory made that I will never forget,
Not to mention the confidence that was shown,
The sweet conversations over the phone,
Not to mention the crisp air and late night talks,
The candy coated words and the impressive walks,
It all was overwhelming but so very sweet,
So very impressive the mission of defeat,
All the no's became yes, and the nevers turned to lies,
Who ever knew yet another mission man in disguise,
Yet so easily my heart was all in a whirl,
Butterflies in my stomach like a little girl,
Days past like minutes, a year went so fast,
Then out came a reaping from the past,
Suddenly things changed like the weather,
But still lies hope that kept all together,
Each day I pray I can make it for tommorow,
Yearning for a life of joy without sorrow,
In a place that is not familiar to me at all,
Holding on this rope tight trying not to fall,
A heart that is in this one hundred percent,
Is this one the one it felt almost heavensent,
Time can only tell what lies below,
Take a ticket now enjoy the show.

Friendship

Just a simple smile to make your day,
A quick text message when your away,
A quick hello to let you know I care,
A warm hug when you need me near,
Thats what friends are supposed to do,
Thats the reason I am glad to have you,
So next time you are havin a very bad day,
Just you know I care even if I am miles away,
Take time to enjoy what it is we share,
Don't ever forget how much I care,
People may come and they may go,
Real friends care when your feelin low,
Take time out to learn what the needs are,
No matter if they live close or far.

Secret Betrayal

By nature you don't realize it ,but it put's me through hell.
Similiar to a hermit crab moving from shell to shell.
Somehow someway ,this life seems to be so offtrack.
As you hold me at night, but secretly stab me in the back.
I don't want this to end,but i don't want death as my fate.
But yet I am feeling slowly, this tainted love will turn to hate.
Am I just a lonely pawn, in this big ole game.
But will I survive, as you secretly destroy my name?
Lies fall like raindrops on a cold rainy night.
Your plot unthinkable, and only a devils delight.
How can one contain so much, from the twisted tongue?
Sugar coated like M&M's, eaten fast when you were young.
A modern day vigilante without cause or reason.
You continue your mission each day, no matter what the season.
Go on, you know they laugh as I pass by!
A selfish position, you're unable to deny.
But you can't sympothize, because its capitolization on passion and pleasure.
But if you would open your eyes, you would see I am your treasure.
For too long, I've been looking to be high on love.
Just a fairytale dream I keep, as I pray to the man above.
Fate, happiness, and destiny, words seem so far away.
Don't keep taking for granted, what could be gone one day!

Consideration

Consideration a word that everyone needs to have in their daily walk in life,
A word so commonly forgotten in this world built up on strife,
Can you say you considered me when you seduce another,
Am I considered when people know even your sister, brother and mother,
Consideration was it given to me when you in engaged in this relationship,
Is their considerations for my feelings when you don't want me to trip,
Consideration is the word for the day as I try to figure it all out,
But with this consideration I am given, why doe's it produce so much doubt,
Was consideration given when you met these five lives but yet continue your dirt,
Is their consideration without guilt when you know I am deeply hurt,
Meditate on this word and see is it really a word that is with in you,
Maybe if your consideration was really there, I could see you through,
So should I be as considerate as you and play by your very own rule,
Take what is out there and take you also to be another fool,
So consider it done if thats really what your wanting me to do,
If that's really what you want, your consideration is what I will pursue,
Consideration yet just a word it can turn a good day cold and sad,
But yet in life we tend to forget to be considerate and that's when it gets so bad,
Consideration...........Considerarion...............Consideration...................
Consideration for feelings that may be hurt during the game,
Consideration for peoples feelings while calling anothers name,
Come on now if love is blind so is the consideration for me,
Because these walls are falling fast as you continue so kindly,
Consideration is it there when I am there and you try to hide it,
Trying to hold peace so that i won't pitch another fit,
Consideration is it there when I am put to the side for a minute,
Do you consider my feelings while you are all up in it,
I am considerate to you but with what payment to i receive,
Are you considerate in your lies as you continually deceive.
Concentrate on consideration maybe life can be more than a dream,
Quit making up lies and playing roles that are not really as they seem.

Friends......

I want to bring sunlight to your despare,
A friendship, a bond for you and I to share,
Maybe I can't take away the pain,
But lend a helping hand to clear the rain,
Show you rainbow that you thought you would never see
Show you how much of a friend I can really be.
Pick you up when you feel you can't walk tall,
Catch you whenever you begin to fall,
Let me show you my world through my eyes,
Holding back nothing leaving nothing in disquise,
Let me be there when no one else can,
A friend for life can you understand,
All the pain just let it go and start brand new,
I can be that friend that can be there for you,
Got a secret, well tell me it will be ours only,
Never worry about being alone and lonely,
Remember you have a friend here if u need me,
To be there till the end for my lifes eternity.

The Lost Society

The lost society that has been forgotten and pushed to the side,
For some in this society it has been a very sad and hectic ride,
Culture lost admist all the legalities and documentation,
Life signed away for the taking without hesitation,
A language that is so new,but should have been the first,
Its bad when your own are thinking that you are the worst,
But a choice was made for your future without your voice heard,
A kind gesture for a destiny of a human that became so absurd,
Kids laughting taunting and teasing because you are not them,
But yet still drowning in a culture without knowledge of how to swim.
Brought into a natural unkind world full of confusion and hate.
A life decision without concern of the fullness of one's fate.

Locked Up

I was born locked up and still haven't served all of my time,
I am still paying the price but, i dont know for what crime,
Time passes on and people say that things will get better,
But still I feel empty and alone as I am writing this letter,
I often wonder as I reminis on the past, how did I go astray,
What happened to all the happiness in my world,my life,my day,
Bars of steel, but just a vision I placed on a life so very cold,
I sit here I listen, I see,I hear and yet try to do as I am told,
Bitterness from repeated offenses I have not committed,
Close my eyes, dreaming of the day that I will be aquitted,
Walkin through the shadows trying to reach the daylight,
Threatened by insanity that could take me one day, one night,
Constantly I try to progress to the better way of life,
But yet still I am held down by all the controversy and strife,
How many days,weeks, years must I take without pleasure,
When will I find it the diamonds, gold, and the treasure,
I have seen so much that another would have fear,
No one could walk in these shoes without shedding a tear,
Just barely makin it day by day as lifes time ticks on,
Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock, what will happen when I am gone,
Locked up in a trance and without possibility,
Doing my time but thinking about it constantly,
Its unexpainable why I have all this time to serve,
I must tell you though someones really got some nerve,
Thirty one years of being locked up and set to the side,
Contemplations set in my head with visions of suicide.

I look at you and there are miles between where we are and where I want to be,
The glass breaks and fires are started because of the turmoil I have internally,
Processing thoughts and trying hard not to face reality of this crucial moment,
Fighting an internal war daily but yet still trying not to show my discontent,
Can this be the chapter that takes me over the edge that only hell can understand?
With lingering curses and chaos to take over without my very own reprimand,
In passing things seem so very causual, cool, calm, and collect, but is it all worth it?
Take me away I keep saying, to that better life the one that I always pick to forfeit.

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If I had a box and filled it with my every emotion,
Would you take the time to understand me with deepest devotion?
Could I captivate your mind and show you through my eyes?
Each endeavor of my life nothing in disguise.
Intrigue you with all the thoughts that go through my head,
Would you allow me to innovate on your thoughts of me naked?
Can I take you to a place you have never been befor?
Could you fix the places where my heart has been tore.
Without deception or lies to leave you confused,
Only my perpective of life to leave you amused.
No questions of doubt to hinder what I have to give,
Only true facts of a real woman and the way she must live.
Will you give me credit, where credit should be placed?
Wipe away all bad memory's that need to be erased.

Let Me

I am that woman that has so much to give,
But without oppurtunity is the way I live.
Sometimes a smile hides what I know,
But deep down inside I feel so low.
I want someone that can be trusted,
Be by my side but never disgusted.
Please let me cook you breakfeast in bed,
Caress you from your toes to your head.
Let me be the only love of your life,
Not only your woman but also your wife.
When your down let me bring you up again,
Never worry I don't like people cheatin.
Let me love you the way no woman has before,
Be the one you can cherish and adore.
I will treat you like the king you are,
If I leave for a moment I won't go too far.
Never will you have to lose trust in me,
I will be here for you so very faithfully,
Could I be that woman that you dream of,
And show you all my unconditional love?
Whispering my sweet nothings in your ear,
Making all my love for you so very clear.
Running your bath water after your day end,
Not just your seductive lover but also your friend.
Can I be the only picture inside of your head,
Just like all the fairytales that you have read.
Let me make you feel loved tonight and forever,
Don't hold back love and never say never.
I want to be next to you closer each day,
All other girls left behind and pushed away.
Can our heartbeats join and coincide,
Never letting anyone break our stride?
Open what you have closed and pushed aside,
Tell me all the secrets you have held inside.
Manicures and pedicures its all the same,
I will be here for you when you call my name.
I want to show you how love is suppose to be,
Massage and hold you ever so closely.
Let me be your diamond that shines so bright,
A real love so pure and a bond so tight.

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Looking back at my life in it's entirety,
Don't know why it seems you forget me,
Can't understand why things go this way,
But yet still I hold on and I still pray,
I am a shadow in this big ol' world,
Constantly turnin' and being twirled,
Can't you see I am leanin' on you,
Need some peace to help me through,
Carry me now because I can't stand,
When I cry please hold my hand,
Diamonds they glisten, but coal still black,
Let me shine and give me what I lack,
I know that I am not the best,
Give me hope so I may rest,
Let today be the day that this ends,
Place your angels around as my friends,
Hold me now I really need your blessin',
They don't know with whom they are messin'.