Its been a long time coming but now your gone,
You keep askin me why i'm moving on,
Well i left long befor you ever knew,
Another love lost because of you,
You keep saying I'm gonna want you back,
But honestly its knowledge that you lack,
It doesn't have to end this way you keep sayin,
And it will never be no matter how much you keep prayin,
See what you don't know you lost me long ago,
For my kids I stuck in their and tried not to let go,
But if you would have just opened your eyes, our love died,
With all the the pain inside and all the tears I cried,
Small thing I said did not mean much,
But then you questioned why i could not stand your touch,
All those times you hurt me built up and now its come to an end,
And you are still wondering why I can't be your friend.
You do not have a clue of what you took from me,
Nine years of my life but you still do not see,
Now you decide to apologize in a letter,
Nothing you say can make this better,
Now its too late and your singin on my phone about you and me,
No I wont and don accept your apology,
I cant recall those good times you talk of,
I guess i never will really feel love,
You say I am your back bone,
If so why was i left to feel alone,
You tell me I should do this for our family,
Again you don't feel me,
You fear my happiness without you,
Maybe your fear will come true,
I have peace with you no longer here,
Sorry I have no more of me to spare,
You just keep on beggin over and over again,
Still questioning why I won't let you in,
But you took all of me and threw it away,
Never realizing what I gave until that last day,
Now I just look for amazement somewhere someway,
I dont want the lies that fill your lips,
No more you no more trips,
I struggled to survive and this is my prize,
As I erase the tears from my babies eyes,
Now its you I am trying to erase,
Searching for that peaceful place.
So next time you here that song you say is for me,
Remember you pushed me away fromt that destiny.
