Consideration

Consideration a word that everyone needs to have in their daily walk in life,
A word so commonly forgotten in this world built up on strife,
Can you say you considered me when you seduce another,
Am I considered when people know even your sister, brother and mother,
Consideration was it given to me when you in engaged in this relationship,
Is their considerations for my feelings when you don't want me to trip,
Consideration is the word for the day as I try to figure it all out,
But with this consideration I am given, why doe's it produce so much doubt,
Was consideration given when you met these five lives but yet continue your dirt,
Is their consideration without guilt when you know I am deeply hurt,
Meditate on this word and see is it really a word that is with in you,
Maybe if your consideration was really there, I could see you through,
So should I be as considerate as you and play by your very own rule,
Take what is out there and take you also to be another fool,
So consider it done if thats really what your wanting me to do,
If that's really what you want, your consideration is what I will pursue,
Consideration yet just a word it can turn a good day cold and sad,
But yet in life we tend to forget to be considerate and that's when it gets so bad,
Consideration...........Considerarion...............Consideration...................
Consideration for feelings that may be hurt during the game,
Consideration for peoples feelings while calling anothers name,
Come on now if love is blind so is the consideration for me,
Because these walls are falling fast as you continue so kindly,
Consideration is it there when I am there and you try to hide it,
Trying to hold peace so that i won't pitch another fit,
Consideration is it there when I am put to the side for a minute,
Do you consider my feelings while you are all up in it,
I am considerate to you but with what payment to i receive,
Are you considerate in your lies as you continually deceive.
Concentrate on consideration maybe life can be more than a dream,
Quit making up lies and playing roles that are not really as they seem.

Friends......

I want to bring sunlight to your despare,
A friendship, a bond for you and I to share,
Maybe I can't take away the pain,
But lend a helping hand to clear the rain,
Show you rainbow that you thought you would never see
Show you how much of a friend I can really be.
Pick you up when you feel you can't walk tall,
Catch you whenever you begin to fall,
Let me show you my world through my eyes,
Holding back nothing leaving nothing in disquise,
Let me be there when no one else can,
A friend for life can you understand,
All the pain just let it go and start brand new,
I can be that friend that can be there for you,
Got a secret, well tell me it will be ours only,
Never worry about being alone and lonely,
Remember you have a friend here if u need me,
To be there till the end for my lifes eternity.

The Lost Society

The lost society that has been forgotten and pushed to the side,
For some in this society it has been a very sad and hectic ride,
Culture lost admist all the legalities and documentation,
Life signed away for the taking without hesitation,
A language that is so new,but should have been the first,
Its bad when your own are thinking that you are the worst,
But a choice was made for your future without your voice heard,
A kind gesture for a destiny of a human that became so absurd,
Kids laughting taunting and teasing because you are not them,
But yet still drowning in a culture without knowledge of how to swim.
Brought into a natural unkind world full of confusion and hate.
A life decision without concern of the fullness of one's fate.

Locked Up

I was born locked up and still haven't served all of my time,
I am still paying the price but, i dont know for what crime,
Time passes on and people say that things will get better,
But still I feel empty and alone as I am writing this letter,
I often wonder as I reminis on the past, how did I go astray,
What happened to all the happiness in my world,my life,my day,
Bars of steel, but just a vision I placed on a life so very cold,
I sit here I listen, I see,I hear and yet try to do as I am told,
Bitterness from repeated offenses I have not committed,
Close my eyes, dreaming of the day that I will be aquitted,
Walkin through the shadows trying to reach the daylight,
Threatened by insanity that could take me one day, one night,
Constantly I try to progress to the better way of life,
But yet still I am held down by all the controversy and strife,
How many days,weeks, years must I take without pleasure,
When will I find it the diamonds, gold, and the treasure,
I have seen so much that another would have fear,
No one could walk in these shoes without shedding a tear,
Just barely makin it day by day as lifes time ticks on,
Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock, what will happen when I am gone,
Locked up in a trance and without possibility,
Doing my time but thinking about it constantly,
Its unexpainable why I have all this time to serve,
I must tell you though someones really got some nerve,
Thirty one years of being locked up and set to the side,
Contemplations set in my head with visions of suicide.

I look at you and there are miles between where we are and where I want to be,
The glass breaks and fires are started because of the turmoil I have internally,
Processing thoughts and trying hard not to face reality of this crucial moment,
Fighting an internal war daily but yet still trying not to show my discontent,
Can this be the chapter that takes me over the edge that only hell can understand?
With lingering curses and chaos to take over without my very own reprimand,
In passing things seem so very causual, cool, calm, and collect, but is it all worth it?
Take me away I keep saying, to that better life the one that I always pick to forfeit.

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If I had a box and filled it with my every emotion,
Would you take the time to understand me with deepest devotion?
Could I captivate your mind and show you through my eyes?
Each endeavor of my life nothing in disguise.
Intrigue you with all the thoughts that go through my head,
Would you allow me to innovate on your thoughts of me naked?
Can I take you to a place you have never been befor?
Could you fix the places where my heart has been tore.
Without deception or lies to leave you confused,
Only my perpective of life to leave you amused.
No questions of doubt to hinder what I have to give,
Only true facts of a real woman and the way she must live.
Will you give me credit, where credit should be placed?
Wipe away all bad memory's that need to be erased.

Let Me

I am that woman that has so much to give,
But without oppurtunity is the way I live.
Sometimes a smile hides what I know,
But deep down inside I feel so low.
I want someone that can be trusted,
Be by my side but never disgusted.
Please let me cook you breakfeast in bed,
Caress you from your toes to your head.
Let me be the only love of your life,
Not only your woman but also your wife.
When your down let me bring you up again,
Never worry I don't like people cheatin.
Let me love you the way no woman has before,
Be the one you can cherish and adore.
I will treat you like the king you are,
If I leave for a moment I won't go too far.
Never will you have to lose trust in me,
I will be here for you so very faithfully,
Could I be that woman that you dream of,
And show you all my unconditional love?
Whispering my sweet nothings in your ear,
Making all my love for you so very clear.
Running your bath water after your day end,
Not just your seductive lover but also your friend.
Can I be the only picture inside of your head,
Just like all the fairytales that you have read.
Let me make you feel loved tonight and forever,
Don't hold back love and never say never.
I want to be next to you closer each day,
All other girls left behind and pushed away.
Can our heartbeats join and coincide,
Never letting anyone break our stride?
Open what you have closed and pushed aside,
Tell me all the secrets you have held inside.
Manicures and pedicures its all the same,
I will be here for you when you call my name.
I want to show you how love is suppose to be,
Massage and hold you ever so closely.
Let me be your diamond that shines so bright,
A real love so pure and a bond so tight.

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Looking back at my life in it's entirety,
Don't know why it seems you forget me,
Can't understand why things go this way,
But yet still I hold on and I still pray,
I am a shadow in this big ol' world,
Constantly turnin' and being twirled,
Can't you see I am leanin' on you,
Need some peace to help me through,
Carry me now because I can't stand,
When I cry please hold my hand,
Diamonds they glisten, but coal still black,
Let me shine and give me what I lack,
I know that I am not the best,
Give me hope so I may rest,
Let today be the day that this ends,
Place your angels around as my friends,
Hold me now I really need your blessin',
They don't know with whom they are messin'.