Saturday, July 07, 2007

The way i see it....
I can't be contained, while left untamed, unpredictable as the rain, but no ones to blame, sometimes it's all just too hard to explain.
Don't ask me a question if you don't expect the truth,Yes I was once too often overwhelmed ignorance and consumed by my youth,and the pain i felt was next to child losing their first tooth.
But I have grown and it is knowledge I stand by, experiences that I cannot deny, People out there acting like superfly,and history continues to scar as time passes by,
The way I see it....
Take for instance today, tell what you have done so great, who knows if tommorow is in your fate, not time to instigate or debate, this is so real, can you relate.
Don't waste your time with fake people who don't really care, choose life wisely pick the one's who will always be there, Lord knows Life is not always fair,And dreams and visions are not always clear, unpredictable situations need someone who will be there.
The way I see it.....
I won't tellyou to be a certain way, walk a certain way, do as i say, so that you can't blame me if you fall or you sway, because i can't promise you the next day.Or even promise everything will be okay.
No ones saying I am above the rest, just lifting some things off my chest, i don't love you any less, just letting you know i did what i could at my best.
The way i see it....
Backstabbers they are two faced and can go to hell, you i say, cant know me that well, you deserve a lonely cell, now go again run and tell,
Destroy me,know it cant be done, I am on my way up this race as number one, you want it but I am having to much fun, as i have already explained I am the real one,
Be who you are don't surprise me, i know you despise me,it all seems so funny, don't compromise for me.
The way i see it....
Don't apologize now that I have put out there for the world to hear, cause trust me its just a moment that people stop and stare, and tommorow they won't be there, i just want to make everything clear.
To sum it all up I am not pointing the finger towards anyone, you all know who you are as i come up like the rising sun, go ahead continue to have your fun, but dont say a word when i say I am done.
Lonesome Secret Lullaby
In the beginning my heart was begging me to let you in,
My mind contemplating and telling me I could not win,
Your smile still lingers in the air, and your words continue to touch,
I did not realize that everything we shared then would mean so much.
Like a lonesome soldiers cry, this begins my lonesome secret lullaby,
Time continues as we smile and go on, but to you I will forever be drawn,
Though possibly this could have be the biggest mistake of my life,
My destiny is to forever wonder as I carry on as another's wife,
The curiosity was there I cannot deny, Now all I have left is this lonesome secret lullaby,
A part of you though will always be placed in my heart,
And my love continues forever whether together or apart,
Its possible I will go to my death bed knowing it was I,
As I keep inside this lonesome secret lullaby.
Your soul seeks me as we endeavor on this new day.
I represent you as you struggle and begin to sway.
When you are sad ,untuned, and hurt I pray.
You will never be alone as you journey to find this new way.
No entity,zip,zilch,zero could calculate the steps I will go for you.
Nor could they imagine, concieve, visualize, the things I would do.
You are my beloved, my dearest, my loved one, my honey and without you I am through.
So when you are tired, exhausted, and cannot go anymore,
Let me hold you, carry you through and help your wings to soar.

The TRUELY Unhappy Man

Collateral resources have become the conclusion to all this confusion that causes this temporary kind of delusion as he ponders upon another illusion.
As he tries to eliminate the seed of hate, yet he still carries the infidelity he loves to hate, as his soul is deeply embedded with this trait, an unwelcome passion that cancels his true love’s fate,
Driven by physical attraction, that causes more dissatisfaction, love lost once again is the only reaction, not joy to gain but only subtraction,
Lengthened mistakes that continually raise the stakes, his life’s full of so many different heartbreaks, but yet chosen by the decisions he makes,
Can he ever see the light, choose to do what is right, will this forever be his internal fight, as he contemplates tomorrow each and every night,
Blinded by fallacies that seem so real, just a quick fix one quick feel, ravenous like a lion eating his last meal, breaking a vow that once had a seal,
An adrenaline rush that carries him away, as he shames the devil each day, and takes the bait and is driven to play, as all morals are thrown away,
He is reflection of a child with a new toy, who throws it to the side for a new moment of joy, he is built like a man but has a mind of a boy, with only himself to annoy,
Lies incriminate his social outbreak, as he describes a reality that is so fake, make no mistake, he has no rules on how far to take,
His luck has ran thin, as he continually fights from within, he cannot tell how many places he’s been, if she was a lover or friend,
On the road to destroy another without fear, get what he wants, no guilt is near, never being sincere telling only what she wants to hear,
It’s just one big game, rightfully earned his shallow name, countless heartaches to add to his collection of fame, a gallery full with no one else to blame,
Well all I can say is keep walking the line, as the path for destruction fills his mind, he is like a filthy swine, and has audacity to think everything’s fine, one day karma will bite him from behind.