Sunday, July 31, 2005

Seduction
















Like a preying mantis about to take control,
Let me feel the goodness you have to give,
But please don't rush, take it real slow,
Slowly let me raise you to a place unseen,
Kiss you ever so softly with my lips,
Have never to forget, if you know what I mean,
Moonlight with candles lit and the fire burnin,
Slowly dancing like the flame,
As the rythym of seduction keeps turnin',
A pleasant fragrance that you will never forget,
Sweet whispers that tickle your ears,
It is enough to make the Arizona desert wet,
No complications to arise for this is the perfection,
Been fantasizing for too long,
Since we first made this connection,
Now take me in your arms as we twist and turn,
What you dont know i will teach you,
What I don't know I am willing to learn,
Moist lips kissing all over very intense,
Movin my hips left to right,
Enough to make you lose all sense,
Just when you feel that you have reached it,
I will go even slower,
For this night you will never forget,
Slow it down and then bring it back to you,
Our bodies conjoined like no other,
Unstoppable passion made before we are through,
Lit by candlelight feel the softness of my skin,
That tinglely feeling will go away,
But I can't promise you it won't happen again,
When this seduction is over and orgasm is done,
Both fully satisfied together,
Lets hold one another untill the dark meets the sun.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Mesmerize


Mesmerize me with your tongue full of lies,
I know the secrets you try to disquise,
The lines that you tell are all played out,
I don't say it, but inside I want to shout,
Continue this day o man of deceipt,
To hell you will go you big o cheat,
Mesmerize me with all your ways,
Devious plans are all but a maze,
I felt your lies befor they were said,
But yet u deny and say its all in my head,
When your trust is denied you question it,
Then comes anger, and rage, all up in a fit,
Mesmerize me with your touch,
Why doesn't it mean as much,
Are u capable of continuing to destroy,
Treat people as if they are bought like a toy,
Too late for the future aplogies to be told,
This same story, isn't it getting old,
How can you sleep at night in peace?
While you mesmorize and produce so many enemies.

By: Carla E.Williams

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Love???


LOVE IS A FLOWER THAT BLOOMS AT SUNRISE,
YEAH YEAH YEAH RIGHT....
FUCK IT.....
LOVE SUCKS BECAUSE IT BECOMES ALL TWISTED AND DISTRAUGHT,
BENT OUT OF SHAPE AND LEAVES YOU TO ROT,
LEAVES U ALONE AND WASTED IN TIME,
CAN U BELIEVE I AM CREATIN THIS RHYME,
DARKNESS FALLS WHEN LOVE ENDS,
OH YEAH, FUCK BEIN JUST FRIENDS,
YOU CANNOT CONTAIN ME BECAUSE IM FREE,
ALL OUT OF CONTROL CANT YOU SEE,
IT WAS GREAT WHEN IT FIRST BEGAN,
GOT TOO CLOSE THAN I RAN,
HAHAHA
I RUN TO U, NOT,
IM DISTRAUGHT,
SICK IN DA HEAD THATS THE CONCLUSION,
LIFES HAPPINESS JUST A DILLUSION,
THIS IS NOT A GAME THAT I PLAY,
ITS THE LIFE I LIVE DAY BY DAY,
LIARS,CHEATERS,PLAYAS AND FAKES,
ITS LOVE THAT CAUSES THE MISTAKES,
MY HEART IS CROSSED WITH NO DESIRE,
DONT NEED THAT BURNIN FIRE,
HEY YOU KNOW THAT LINE U TOLD,
YOU REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS GOLD,
WELL SHOVE THAT UP UR ASS,
BECOME A PART OF MY PAST,
KEEP ON THINKIN THE WAY U THINK,
WATCH UR LIFE BEGIN TO SINK,
REAP WHAT U SOW, DO DAT 4 REAL,
ONE DAY U WILL FEEL DA WAY I FEEL...

BY:cARLa e.WiLLIAmS
by the way this was just for fun but there is some truth to it so i don't know take it how u like....

Friday, July 15, 2005

Untititled

Have you ever felt like theres no true happiness,
Like your life is turning into one big mess,
No way to fix it just sit back watch and learn,
Not anyones problem or anyones concern,
Cancel me I am out of ideas and energy,
As they attack and try to consume me,
I only pass through life tryin to hide this pain,
But secretly I lie awake at night going insane,
Catch me quickly as I am falling down,
Save me befor I reach the ground,
I have little to take but lots to give,
Pray for me so I may continue to live,
No one understands the depth of it all,
Can you hear me at night when I call,
Fairy tales never coming true,
When will this terror ever subdue.
Carla E.Williams

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Destiny

Destiny
Silence broken only when it becomes a catastrophe,
Who could have known it could have happened to me,
Life so short with so many choices to be made,
A decision can kill you with its sharpest blade,
Is this a real awakening from my God above?
Was I lost and forgot about your love,
In this world people do make mistakes,
A true awakening for the path each man makes,
Can a killer take back the life that has been taken?
Can peace be brought to the lives that have been shaken?
What about the liar’s thieves and the cheats,
How will they react when their destiny meets?
A man so cold burnt up in a fire,
Used to be every woman’s desire,
Now left alone unrecognizable to another,
Left behind with love only by his mother,
Is this the destiny planned by the lord?
Or did he choose his life’s full reward,
What about the child left to take on life alone?
To learn the morals she has not been shown,
Is it her destiny to become alone and ashamed,
Could the cards that were dealt be her parents blame?
What about the father strung out on dope?
The mother left behind to carry their child’s hope,
Is it destiny for them to survive on their own?
For them left without a father inside their home,
Its funny how decisions we make through life
Can take on new meaning throughout life’s strife
What about cancer, aides, and lupus is it really fair,
So sad but no cure for diseases that are out there,
What philosophy can be given to explain another’s destiny?
Does this unexplainable ending come from within me?
Written by Carla E Williams

Suddenly

Suddenly my heart changes as it was all in a daze,
Life's entrapment yet still a maze,
People pass thru it but yet i am still unchanged,
My mind still set and left derranged,
All but in an instance i am reminded of the past,
Memorys are made but leave so fast,
Constant turbulance in this mind of mine,
Two steps ahead of your very first line,
Suddenly you cross through my little life,
But i push you away for fear of the strife,
I dont try to contain what is not mine,
Because without you i will be just fine,
Someone has to be great to make me stay,
Because in my life i haven't met the better day,
Some say its out there just wait and be still,
So I carry on with my destiny to fullfill,
Shackled by chains that carry grief,
Life glorys stolen by a thief,
I want to receive the seeds i have sown,
I couldn't have done this much bad on my own,
Suddenly i feel so all alone.
By:Carla E.Willliams
Insomnia
Caught between life’s red tape
Cant seem to find a way to escape
All hopes dreams and ambitions
Screwed by all wrong decisions
Traveling through life so blind
How can this world be so unkind
Cant seem to really place any blame
Caught up by reality still the same
My kindness is turning so cold
Still reality has become so bold
Insomnia at night is kickin my ass
Always running into the wrong paths
As I lay at night I toss and turn
Peace of mind is all that I yearn
Terrible memories of deceit
Its a raging war tryin to defeat
A battle within can not win
Takin a breathe from within
Faster and faster days gone by
Sometimes feelin I wanna die
Cant stop dreamin the big dream
Threads breakin out of this seam
Cant fight it all in just one night
Insomnia whether wrong or right
Mama please take away the pain
My lifes got me locked in this chain
The water drips in the bathroom sink
The rythym is made when I lay to think
Used to be apple of my Daddys eye
Now all I do is make him cry
I need for things to lighten up
I now carry an overflowing cup
Too full to rest too cold to care
Thoughts runnin through the nights air
I don’t need any more than this
I just want my goodnight kiss
Hold me spin me wine me dine me
Hope one day peace can find me
Insomnia greetin me like a teacher
Damn it’s enough to kill a preacher
Take me guide me and show me
What life has bestowed me
Drowning at night in my own tears
No one to tell my hopes and fears
Butterfly flutters all gone in an day
Wishin the insomnia would go away.
By Carla E. Williams