Intentions

Stop and think for just a minute, were your intentions really good or did your selfish ways blind you from the truth?
You must remember that now you are dealing with a real woman, not just a silly little youth.
As time is passing are your intentions to keep me from becoming a part of anothers heart?
Do you remember exactly what your intentions for you and me were from the very start?
When I smile are your intentions to make my happiness last a lifetime or just for a moment?
Or are your intentions to give me love, or just to love and leave me in torment?
Intentions can become mistrued by actions that could have been avoided in the first place.
Intentions come with many reactions, that we all at one time or another must face.
There are so many intentions some may be good and some may be bad.
I would like to beleive that the intentions that you have for me are not to make me sad.
So with that thought that I place within your heart I hope that you are really my protection.
That you may value love think with your mind, and not only with the head of your erection.
Please I ask you to ensure me that your intentions are pure, and not just a day by day possibility.
So that I in turn can fulfil your needs for love, and not to leave you to be alone to the best of my ability.

The Beginning

It all began so diferent from the rest,
I knew my inner soul was being put to the test,
But the company was nice and the mood was set,
A memory made that I will never forget,
Not to mention the confidence that was shown,
The sweet conversations over the phone,
Not to mention the crisp air and late night talks,
The candy coated words and the impressive walks,
It all was overwhelming but so very sweet,
So very impressive the mission of defeat,
All the no's became yes, and the nevers turned to lies,
Who ever knew yet another mission man in disguise,
Yet so easily my heart was all in a whirl,
Butterflies in my stomach like a little girl,
Days past like minutes, a year went so fast,
Then out came a reaping from the past,
Suddenly things changed like the weather,
But still lies hope that kept all together,
Each day I pray I can make it for tommorow,
Yearning for a life of joy without sorrow,
In a place that is not familiar to me at all,
Holding on this rope tight trying not to fall,
A heart that is in this one hundred percent,
Is this one the one it felt almost heavensent,
Time can only tell what lies below,
Take a ticket now enjoy the show.