At what point do you say no more, take what you have learned and close the door, on another chapter, another book, turn around without a second look. At what point do you stop pointing fingers, do you stop the commotion, slow down for a minute and jus breathe. At what point do you give it all up turn around and jus leave. Has this all been one big lie, jus to make my insides cry, drag me along jus for the ride. who what where when? defines where to stop and where to begin? comforts are now taken for granted like little seeds of hate firmly planted, when doe wrong become right? when does the darkness meet the light. who carries the answers who knows what todo because i know its not within me or you.

Sacrifice

Same shit different day coming at me this time in a different way, words twisted, wrongs listed, vows enlisted, yet the force says to push on. Same song different beat, no time to dance, near defeat, minds locked down to soothe the aggression, that holds down the depression, taking it all in hoping for success from within, you say, i say, he say, she say, but what matters?
Breathe in, breathe out, wiping eyes to see through the clout, holding in trying not to let it all out, Knots forming tightly, thoughts that I am not taking lightly, demons holding me down that i cant see.
Walking blind on this line of wrong and right, holding on standing tall trying to win this fight. Is it worth my sanity is it worth my pain, can i see the rainbow when I am dancing in the rain.
The lions roaring, birds singing, all the noises my heads ringing, coming too fast from the left from the right, weighted down every day and night.
Is this sacrifice a vow or a deed, is this really what i need? Everyone's in line to give their advice, but its just me feeling the sacrifice. Who is wrong who is right?

temptation from within

my minds thought again about the sin that tempts from within
todays way of seducing tommorows fate only to eliminate what we all love but hate
the minds perception of right and wrong walking the line or jus singing the song
still the same its right there between you and me just waiting in silence for the ultimate ephiny
for all to justify the wrong and the right
of the temptation that clouts my mind in the night
who will understand the countless thoughts rambling fast without any halts
the impulsive moves jus dont ever pan out
but they are ushered through crashing with doubts
inevitably its all been played through time and time again
just awaiting reaction to the temptation from within...

two sides to every penny

over time becoming worn if its lost no ones to mourn
various colors some old some new
no matter which side it is tossed still holding the same value
tossed from hand to hand jar to jar
the penny with two sides can be added multiplied and stored afar
no matter the places its traveled no matter the scratches the wear
still the same copper currency can collect and become something magnificent that we can all hold dear....

Erratic Rambling

Emotions unraveling at a fast pace
Only to embrace a moments peace in a familiar place
Symphonies playing in the back of my mind
As i release another erratic line
that can only be seen
by eyes like mine
Day to day trials
Ambitions denials
all thrown into the fiery piles
to be swept away by mind plays
no one notices
in passing
because it is locked away
stored
waiting to be written
but my thoughts get in the way....