I Don't Need To Be Lifted

I don't need to be lifted,
Just to fall down,
I have felt the pain,
Bled to the ground,
Theories form like wells,
Deep down in my soul,
As I contemplate,
On how it is,
Just to feel whole,
Seeds have been planted,
Roses died along passion,
My life is real,
Not just a fashion,
I don't need to be lifted,
To shatter like glass,
Just need reality,
As I walk knowingly,
Away from my past,
No deeds to great,
No stress to much,
Just need your smile,
And your angelic touch,
A large mystery,
that keeps on spinnin,
I don't need to be lifted,
To keep on winnin,
Another day,
Another hour,
Time keeps ticking,
I don't need patterns,
For lessons to thicken,
Along with the power,
Simply stated,
It is closed,
All faded,
Intricately positioned,
A delicacy,
With self made tradition.