Suicide

Slitting my wrist
Who will miss
the real me
Resignation
To obligation
Pain is what I
Need.

Memories Set
My life's bet,
Desensitized,
Self Destroying,
Never enjoying,
Deaf to lies,

What I saw,
My firewall,
My Boundaries,
Controlling me,
So Selfishly,
Living miseries,

Feeling faint
Blood like paint
Catastrophe
Deviation
from revelation
I am no saint
Bleeding emotionally.